Archive for June, 2005

Lunch Hour Chat

Wednesday, June 29th, 2005

Just ate my delicious nasi lemak,wow!I wonder who else can make tat tasty nasi lemak! Well, there are better  ones out there but the one on the opposite side of my office is enough to fulfill my lust (for food!).Hehe.. Nasilemakonplate

How about today?I’m sleepy as usual,can’t get enuf of sleep all the time. Maybe i shud try sleeping around 9 la,but nv succeeded. Always played a fool around, then only sleep.

My office have this kinda custom, the lunch hour is 1.5 hours so everyone sleeps to kill the time. Why am i telling you this? Coz i think i wanna squeeze in some sleep also..hehe…my oft-repeated line..hehe

ok…goodnite (Gute Nacht!)

Those were the days

Sunday, June 26th, 2005

Guess what everyone?i saw my ex with new gf,whoa that hurts man! well,on the spot it really burns but after some thinking,i realized that it was a good news.

It happened on the day when my another ex left me forever on 25th June 2002. He had left for 3years and i still think of him,no doubt. Come to think of it,I  believe somehow that he wanted me to see him with someone new, to show me that he had moved on,so shall I.

I thought I had got over him,but somehow it still stings to see someone you have been with for 3years with somebody else,when you’re still single of course!Well,it has to end,either way.

We had broken up several times,and made up many times. But it was never a good one, we fought from time to time,slowly,we lost feelings for each other. "My luv for you only care remained" How can i forget that phrase of yours, ***! Well, same here. It was never meant to be, and Im glad the vicious cycle is over. We are officially over each other and there are no more amendments in the future (my work deals with letter of credit so amendments means amendments to the L/C,hehe)

I wonder how are they doing now,heh! I’m somehow sad for that girl,he’s such a jerk! I’m not that good either, but im sure i deserve someone much better than him! Compared to Blaze,he’s like %#@!! Blaze is an angel, he’s my guardian angel now,watching my every step.

I’m glad, yet sad coz i had yet to find anyone new. I’m not rushing,but no one seems to come my way. Sze yang had left so long, and i know i’ll never find anyone like him. Perhaps i will, all I need is time.

ps: my frens shud notice that i had edited this, changed the names for safety reasons. frens have been telling me what i can get myself into if that fat *** come to know bout this…hehe…dun really care la…