I hate what im going thru now…
i hate the feeling of the beginning of weekdays..i hate to not being able to sleep due to worriness about the stuff at work..i hate it so so much…
Perhaps this is what we all go thru at the first few months…i suppose it is…never mind…i’ll try my best to do it..i hope i can make it..
What is super duper ugly?Or the question is who is super duper ugly?ME….;(
It was my Annual Dinner last fri…it was a real eye-opening event to me..imagine this super skinny gal lookin for a dress..sigh…cant really get one…but manage to get a dress from this great shop…
Little black book…small shop..good clothes and affordable prices..haha..nw i sound like im the owner of this shop..i js bought a pair of shoes and top again today..planning to wear it to my best friend cum colleague’s wedding..
Ok..back to the dinner…well…tis dress is in black..as i listened to my sis n mom saying that pink color wil make me look too outstanding…makin me chose the black dress…my sis even shoved me another ugly dress saying that its nice..yuckie..i bet she’s js too conversative..she cant take low cuts nor spaghetti strap dresses..sigh..
So, I went to this dinner..hoping i wont be too outstanding wit tis golden ribbon…to my shock..there’s this gal in the same lift with mine wearing the most drastic sickening dress i could have ever imagined…she got this dress wit the cut from the back of her neck to the lower waist…revealing her lacey undie….urghh…and she;s nt even any near to Kate Moss or Amber Chia…
And that is not it…there are even ppl wearing a bazooka ..i duno wat u call it..this sharp end thingie in front of her breast..to disguise Madonna…since its a celebrity nite..even the malaysian Phua Chu Kang is around..haha..funny..so basically my gold ribbon is js a wallpaper:P
And right after the dinner..we went to sing K in Sg Wang…wow..thats cool..after yelling to each other at the dinner due to the loud speakers..i had left almost no voice to sing..sigh..din manage to sing out my talents;(so so sad..
We sang up to 4am…i cant believe we were out for almost 24 hrs…with almost no voice..i and Ester sang our final song…I have a date with spring..nice one..;)
What else to report here..hmm…i went to a reflexology today..wow that hurts..but pain is good…its nt bad..they said its gonna help you in the sleeping..so we;ll see tonight..;)
I enjoyed listening to some sad songs..its not merely because it reminds me of anyone or any unhappy moments in life..i guess i just like to listen to those songs and cry for no apparent reasons..its just me..and of coz there are certain songs that reminds me of certain person..but it wasnt that much of an effect anymore..so dun worry..
Last Friday was a sad day to me…my dear supervisor left the bank for good..i cant believe she’s leaving so soon..i guess good things wont be there for u for long..things gotta move on..sigh..she;s the best boss i ever had..thanks for all the patience and guidance, Ms Gan:)
And tomorrow is a new day..the beginning of a journey..to the neverland..neverending-suffering land..haha..
Take k everyone..
Have anyone ever tasted this Malay dish called Nasi Kerabu? This dish is something like nasi lemak,except the rice is blue in color. It has some side dish like raw vege that they called ulam which consists of raw bean sprouts (taugeh), kacang botol (if im nt mistaken),cabbage and so on..and dried coconut flakes they called it kerisek..and u can add in roasted beef as well…they serve it with fish crackers (keropok) …
And why am i talkin abt tis?Coz this is the food that several colleagues of mine and myself reward ourselves on every Friday as to mark the end of sufferings and the beginning of the joy of weekend…haha..this RM2.50 breakfast is well worth it…
The oni down part of this breakfast is tat…this nasi kerabu is served with a super super hot peri peri green cili padi sauce…its deliciously tasty..and tremendously hot..at least its over hot for my throat..i cant take it wit the sambal..sigh..even having it today without the sambal irritates my throat..i guess is the roasted beef…what the heck …damn throat..damn..
The chinese med?i dont see it working yet..from the day i took it till now..it didnt work ..my toncils are always swollen..
Have anyone ever feel like they are gonna die? I got the exact feeling when i look at durian or some other super hot delicacies…whenever i look at the durian..i imagined how i’ll die of pain if someone forces me to gulp down the few slices of it…its too real..i can imagine the pain vividly..
I used to eat hot food and get some slight o minor throat discomfort…and now its a total no-no for me..i dunno wat went wrong..
So i guess i can sing the song " Superman"..
"Its not easy to be…..me…."
Call me pathetic but you’re even more pathetic for reading this pathetic blog 
Take k everyone
PS# i had a weird dream last saturday..its weird to have a dream of this person..i suppose i need to meet up this fella before all my memories of him is gone..although tis shud be one of his intentions..but he;s too busy with his million dollar plan..sigh
